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I think this goes for everyone…everyone we meet we subconsciously judge and create an impression upon.

Based on all the people I’ve met…there was ONE that particularly stood out. I think about them from time to time…and wonder if I didn’t make the decision I did, would I have EVER met such a person like that?

When I first met him, he was pretty normal. He had dreams, ambitions, goals that he reached and challenges in life. He had a set life plan and motivations in life. He sounded interesting. BUT as I got to know him…he was so suffocating. So needy, clingy, attention seeking and insecure. He always needed reassurance…he constantly needed something. He was always trying to fill this void, this empitness…that looked like it only existed in his world.

Anywho, he was this pretty crazy wild guy. At first glance, you’d think he was calm and well-spoken…but as I got to know him, I just thought to myself…what goes on in his head? I didn’t get it, but…I don’t keep in touch with him anymore. And when he does bother me, it’s always full of prejudiced stuff. Over emotional and over exaggerated stuff. I don’t enjoy it so much…..I get bored with people like that. How can you live life like that everyday? I guess some people function better like that.

But hey! You meet different people everyday…someone had to meet him…better me than someone else.