I am sad. Completely heart broken…..
I never wanted this to happen and yet it has. My heart is slowly breaking…..the world has never appeared so ugly to me until tonight. So much beauty has never disintegrated so fast…..what will I do without you? I don’t want to consider it ever…..I don’t want it to ever happen. I won’t be able to handle it.
God…give me a message. ANSWER ME…..anything…something….